與你艱辛 都感到幸運
對我關懷 是細心如塵
照顧我 作出犧牲 明白你苦心
捨不得我捨不得你每日勞神

愛你 一人 不忍去胡混
看過去 太多人 在世間浮沉
看見你弱質纖纖 誰願意殘忍
想一天 大眾羨慕 歡欣的女人

＊求信任我 如最初 無論爭吵都有幾多
面對身邊人流穿梭浮游 為你亦不哀求
求信任我 如最初 從未會外出惹禍
沒有花心尋求 願細水長流
就算盡失自由 都不想悔疚

信我 依然 堅守這名範
你信我去耕耘 為你的良辰
趕通宵 瞬即歸家 無用你呆等
得忠心令你活著 得到溫暖感 ＊

經得起引誘

世界風波　安守你附近　
最怕分離　是這麼流行
 
I promised u  that im gonna sing this for you rmember? wait me .... ERICA

Had a bad bad night again and again people keep repeating what i have done wrong tell me to be confidence to myself tell me trust myself , tell me to not be lazy anymore , tell me to work hard, again again keep repeating ... at the beginning i find that  annoying but soon , today i dont find that annoying coz there is 2 close frds that tell me to be a good person , an adult ,a responsible guy ...
My gfrd is almost leaving me coz of my laziness and weakness that hurts me alot coz i never find out myself that useless ...
today i was with my money and fotos all ready to apply my driving license but i did not have guts i was scared again that im gonna fail this shit test ...... this is super useless right ....sigh
I think i dont wanna change in this moment coz after all this words that my frds and family told me it hurts me a lot i feel tired i feel sad i wanna sleep ....
Erica told me a very good story but here i want say what she told me....
but i can tell that i wont be doing something after i regret like i want my parents watching me having a family and be successful .
But inside of my heart there still a big question mark , am I that good i dont know coz in this moment i still dont trust myself .....
But to not losing the best thing in my life i will try my best to be confident coz i really dont wanna lose you ...
But in this moment im sad..... i dont wanna see anyone